How To Make Love Like A Porn Star: A Cautionary Tale Quotes
"There comes a moment in every life when a choice must be made between right and wrong, between good and evil, between light and darkness."
"Men tend to be power-driven. Women are more relationship-driven."
"If you act like the prize stripper who charges fifty dollars for a dance, eventually the guys are going to start paying you fifty dollars for a dance."
"The mentality is that if these guys are going to victimize us, we’re going to totally victimize them right back."
"It wasn’t real life in here. It’s a game, one big game of mind fucking."
"Everything had to be just right: the way I styled my hair, the outfit I wore, the shoes I selected, how tan I was."
"I’ve never believed in using words like 'can't' or 'don’t know.' Instead, I’ll just pretend like I can."
"The simple truth, and the hardest thing most women ever learn, is that what you see is what you get."
"It’s funny, but as soon as you stop thinking—or trying to think—all of your best ideas come to you."
"It’s amazing how the incentive of cash made it so easy to talk to people; before, I’d had no motivation to learn to be polite or carry on a conversation with a guy."
"I just didn’t want to tell my dad that I was getting my ass whupped every day because it was embarrassing."
"So you’ve made your decision. I can’t say that I agree with it, but I support it."
"I lay in bed for two more weeks. Slowly, my hair became less brittle and the color returned to my skin."
"Leaving Las Vegas was the best thing that had ever happened to him, because he knew no one in Reading to buy drugs from."
"I’m never going to let that happen to me again."
"I wasn’t going to put up with half-assed commitment."
"I realized that they needed me as much as I needed them."
"I was good at this whole sex-on-camera thing. I enjoyed it."
"Never let anyone represent you or sign away anything to another person."
"I knew I wanted not just a job, but a contract."
"Every part of my body—my hands, my mouth, my legs—began pumping in a different but perfect rhythm."
"I couldn’t go back there. That’s not me anymore."
"I needed to take control of my life and do something if I ever wanted to get out of this rut."
"I was so eager that I beat the entire crew there."
"You have to be horny, you have to be athletic, you have to be a good performer, you have to have good cock control, and you have to be able to get it up at will."
"It’s all about focus. You have to be able to leave your surroundings."
"You should be bathed, shaved, and super-clean, though body hair is okay."
"Stretch out. Keep yourself loose. Focus on one thing that turns you on."
"Every guy in the industry has one fetish or passion that keeps him going."
"Guys don’t get a lot of money: maybe three hundred to five hundred dollars a scene."
"It’s a good steady job, you make decent money, and, despite everything we’ve talked about, it’s fun."
"I was twenty-one years old and finally beginning to get comfortable with myself."
"If you are too good-looking they think you are gay."
"I’ve blocked it out. They were just backwoods boys, but I never could have imagined what they were capable of."
"I didn’t want anyone to think that I was in the business because I was a victim."
"I was overwhelmed watching it. It was the first time I had accomplished anything in my adult life that didn’t involve taking off my clothes."
"But when you’re a woman on set and the male lead wants to see you alone in his trailer, it generally means only one thing."
"It’s not like you’re going to be nailed to the cross. You’re getting cold feet, that’s all."
"She was so larger than life that I couldn’t even imagine running my tongue along that trademark mole of hers."
"He was trying to get in their pants; they were trying to get in his pants; and I was confused."
"There’s a fine line between confidence and arrogance, and he had crossed it."
"Fantasy is a wonderful thing. It’s how I make a living."
"I didn’t realize that it’s a lot worse to be lonely in the company of someone you supposedly love than it is to be lonely by yourself."
"Every clearing I thought I had found turned out to be just a chimera."
"Knowing that someone who wants to hurt me is so close by and that I am giving myself away is the worst feeling in the world."
"The only people I trusted were Steve and Joy."
"I needed so badly for him to do something to show that he loved me."
"I’m going to follow my heart and move to Florida."
"I was still alone, looking for someone to help me make my way through the wilderness of the world."
"I felt like I was reconnecting myself to the real world through him."
"I wasn’t going to let anything get in the way of my fame."
"Taking it back was just as easy—and as hard—as stepping back and making a decisive change."
"I would have paid a million dollars if I had to: he was, despite everything, my father."
"One of the bounty hunters ran to a bank to pick up the money, while the rest of his men stayed in position around the house."
"He started to reach out to me more, while I pulled away. I felt used by him."
"My father moved in with a rich woman in New Jersey, and basically became a kept man."
"So for several months, I simply stopped talking to him."
"The memory of the bounty hunters began to seem like a distant dream."
"We became so close that sex seemed unnecessary. We got our fix onstage."
"I don’t like the drug, and would never take it intentionally."
"No matter what happened, we never missed a show."
"I have few regrets, but one of them is not being there for my grandmother when she was sick and dying."
"I was ready to haul off and punch her if she fell on me one more time onstage."
"My father and brother told me they were bad people and I shouldn’t talk to them."
"Jay had to leave, and I can’t tell you where I’m going."
"I had decided after leaving Wicked that I was through with adult movies."
"My only ambition was to be the mother I never had."
"I didn’t want my children to have to go through a divorce or deal with fighting parents."
"I saw not a husband, but the father-to-be of my children."
"We had the wedding in our backyard, surrounded by eighty of our closest friends and family."
"I never knew what love was until that moment."